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Patient has recently suffered very very bad heart break not just once....but twice....leaving him stricken and almost defeated...his heart..where he should be tranquil and happy.....now happiness and tranquility has been replaced with...anger...hurt...pain...suffering.....and even Fear.....almost ....all...of his body..has been corrupted..what was once somewhat tranquil..is now and everyday battlefield....a horrible  battle with one side..winning...one side being like the deadly blitzkrieg of a time ago..conquering quickly and showing no mercy....this is taking over his body..and destroying him mentally.....attacking him.....in the mind...taking the already corrupted parts...and killing them like some painful hell fire....but sadly....not only is this persons pain mental..but..its gotten so bad....so horrid...that now its even effecting him physically...He is constantly having nightmares...fueled by the Fear he now feels inside himself....so much so that even when he does sleep it is nothing but horrid nightmares....he often doesnt sleep at all or even if he does he.......doesnt stay asleep for long.........his fear is constantly with him now...even if he tries to run he cant...........the once proud person that he was..is slowly slipping away..........the pain ..and suffering ...is so bad that it causes him terrible to be sick...giving him fevers....(ranging from.. 100-103)...and sharp pains in the body.....when not in pain......he often finds himself angry with his friends..and others.....anger for no reason....just..pure rage....he often finds himself wanting to hurt....to destroy....to lash out in anger to let the inner hate ...control.....he  is tired of...feeling this rage for no reason ...this anger..that wants to consume him.....his fevers are coming more frequent..and so are the pains.....from head or stomach...to even severe cramps in the muscles...its like his whole entire body is tearing its self up from the inside ..the constant depression..is taking its toll..the feeling of defeat is creeping up on him more and more...his depression builds more and more......his bodies attack on itself is slowly killing him....mentally he is already almost lost.......he feels like the end is soon....he is afraid......of not knowing anymore...if he can survive this....everyday is a struggle....is a battle..and even on the days hes able ...to be "ok"..its really just a false victory until... the next attack comes.....wither its mental....pain and suffering..or the now frequent fevers..or sharp pains...or even the rage......he wants peace..he wants his body his mind to be tranquil again...but his heart....his mind...his very soul is corrupted..he fears that its for good......that is what is different about this attack.. is now fear is where trust and tranquility should be...and the very thing....that can help him....has seemed to have fallen.....his heart is now fighting to defend itsel this attack but more and more of his body is going to black...he is trying to survive but...its taking more and more of a toll on him each and every day...no...not just day...every single second of his day...is racked with all of..this this...pain...and hes afraid that soon...he wont be able to fight it off..and he....will fall.........

So tell me...........What should this patient do???
  • Mood: Scared
  • Listening to: This Night- The Black Lab
  • Reading: nothing
  • Watching: My heart slowly die
  • Playing: With That Knife i have in my Box
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: nothing

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Its a true pleasure to meet all of you..I am L..there are not many things that i can say about myself...I am a poet and novelist. I love almost all music and books also i love history!!!....i am a former football player and although im pretty normal to people im actually very odd i have severe depression and insomnia and ive had horrible things happen to me in my life pretty much anything you can think of has happened to me....but i still try to stay alive and continue to exist...i am very talkative i love talking to people...and if you have any problem or have your own emotional scars...im here for you and i will help you no matter what...I have found my soulmate katrina i have written many poems about her i love her dearly and could not exist without her love...thats pretty much it....well *sticks out hand * pleasure to meet you and have you as a friend.

Current Residence: In Task force headquarters in her arms..
Favourite genre of music: Any kind of Rock (goth, classic, heavy metal, Neu etc.)
Favourite photographer: Gordan parks and my friends on here
Favourite style of art: All of them
MP3 player of choice: IPod
Shell of choice: The one that covers my heart
Wallpaper of choice: L font in old roman text
Skin of choice: Mine
Favourite cartoon character: L from Death note
Personal Quote:Hate,Anger,and Pain have fueled me for all of my existence....but that leaves me to wonder...what will fuel me when there isnt a single drop of that left......what will fuel me then..-L 9/19/11
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:iconnavii16:
thank you for the watch :hug:
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:iconjohnleerskov:
no problem your artwork is very very awesome ^^!!!!!
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:iconjohnleerskov:
no problem ^^ its really good
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~Alexandra-or-Emily Apr 23, 2012  Student Writer
Thanks for the fav

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